11 Weeks Old

I'm currently soaking up every minute I have with Jaysa. I go back to work in less than a week and am having huge anxiety about it. I just can't imagine being gone all day from her. I don't want her to worry about where I am or if I'm coming back. I am very jealous of all the stay at home mom's out there. To be able to see your kids grow and bring them up the way you want is such a gift! I used to think that I could never do that, but now it's totally different. It's not about being able to stay at home, it's about raising your family. Ok, I have to quit thinking about it or I will start to cry again.

We were on our way the park with Mamaw and Jude today

On a more happier note, Jaysa is 11 weeks old and is growing so fast! She can now hold her head up fairly steadily, she is alert and active a lot more during the day and is sleeping more at night! Our current schedule.... she gets up around 8ish, stays awake for an hour or two, sleeps for an hour or two. She is still eating every 2-3 hours, but we'll see how that changes once she starts taking a bottle more. She loves talking to her dad (a lot more than she talks to me) and her changing table is her favorite spot. We get the most play time and talk time there! Oh, and she smiles all the time. I'm lucky to have such a happy baby :)